6.25am

Hey guys! Its 6.25am, i just got home.I've been to and fro from school submitting my assignments over the last couple of days. The semester's coming to an end in about a week or so but i'm taking off cause I don't really have classes and im taking my exam back home. I'm going shopping later in the afternoon, lets hope i find some awesome steals! Well i'm off to take a shower before i turn in. Night!







Have a great Friday guys.
D.

Light up

So reality has finally sunk in. I'm leaving in a couple of days time i'm already experiencing the holiday mood! My room's a huge mess from all the packing. I've gotta get my assignments printed and wha la, i'm done. Just thought i'd do a little post before i head out for dinner. At 5.30pm, i know. But people here do eat that early, besides i'm starved! I'm pinning for half priced waffles today! Mmm. Its the only Tuesday i've remembered so far.

To Sean. Happy 20th birthday. I'm not mad. Don't talk to me about intellectual capability. I don't apologise if i can capacitate as much as you or if i'm more of crazy and less of genius. I won't even deem in comparison. After all, I am who i am, dumber or not and your input doesn't mean much.

Just a little photos taken at home. I'm bringing my lomo out today!



Confucius said, "Make faithfulness and truth your masters: have no friends unlike yourself, be not ashamed to mend your faults." Some wise parting words from my fortune cookie.














Have a great Tuesday guys, tata!

Week graph

My weekend was good. I spent most of it at my aunt's and having dinner, watching rented movies with bubble tea and minty pods.











I don't owe anyone an explanation. Especially not you.
If i am deem as fickle to you, let that be.
I won't find the time to live up to your expectations.

"Everyone edits themselves here, and it makes me wonder whether you're ever actually connected to real people, or just the people they all wish they were." - Iwtfy.me

Sometimes you wonder whose real and whose not.

On a better note, have a great week everyone!

Gibber

So hey everyone!
I've been busy as usual but not mostly with work but more of pigging out and living a little before I return to sunny Singapore for my 3 months of summer!

I don't have pictures just as yet but i'm glad to say i'm finally done with all my assignments! WHICH MEANS, cruising for me! Lately i've been spending so much time distracting myself everything has seemed easier. I get a little down at times still wondering if what i'm doing is benefiting me in any way. I know i may deem so pathetic to so many people but i don't quite bother about all the labels everyone's gonna wrap me with. My thoughtful posts don't make much sense to the general and i know. Most of you come back for the pictures haha. That's really nice to know that people actually appreciate my photography and some even say my posts inspire them. To those who treat my blog as a daily read, thank you. I wish i was getting paid to do this, well sometimes. I love blogging honestly. Its such a space to let all your frustrations roll, it generates feedback and I love it when people can relate to how you feel. So, thanks everyone :>

I'm gonna do a self evaluation post.
Seems like the appropriate time to actually reflect on all my past deeds.
Interested?
Or would you rather me share blogskin secrets?

Anyway i've been stocking photographers lately and Rokaas Darulis caught my eye so do check him out.
Alright i'm off. Shall switch back to my bb! Hopefully its all charged!

The world is hard

This world is hard. It has sharp edges and points that cut. It'll make you choose between love, money and sleep. Choose love each time and sleep when you can, money - only when you must.

Because this world is hard. And at times, it is too hard, for me.

Iwtfy.me

Set the dark on fire

At times i question the animosities i feel, the reasons, the causes and i wonder whether i have a conclusion that'll leave me settled. I question a lot of things. Then there are times where i lay in bed with a blank mind but with a troubled heart. There are so many things that trigger these moments, leaving me squeezing my lids shut praying the day is over. Then i wonder, could it be all a dream? I try to visually pinch myself but i open my eyes and i'm still awake. Living isn't hard. Its just one of those nights. You try so hard to stay in slumber. You don't know what or why is irking you to get up and discover. You want to know whats been troubling you but when you wake, you lose all memory of it.

Then you get up, sit in front of your laptop in the dark till your eyes start to hurt from the bright light and you ask yourself, what am i saying? Am i even making sense? You're the only lighted up source in the dark and all is black. You don't see whats beyond your screen. Could it all be defined as such?

Maybe you're not suppose to know those things, maybe you should stop trying to figure them out cause some things are just beyond your control.
Maybe,
I should stop questioning blank time and space.
Maybe i should catch some shut eye.
Then maybe, i'll feel better tomorrow.

Someone, remind me when i wake.
Remind me that all the ugly is beautiful.
Remind me to find the little mercy caught in everyone.

D.

Lava cakes

Well highlight of my Thursday. I found out that I was actually offered to do Bach of Design but was never told. I would've picked design over comms or done both from the start. My offer currently says rescinded but i'm hoping for something good tomorrow when i go and see the international rep!
I am so bummed about it cause i could've started doing it this sem :< I honestly hope the offer still stands! I've really been busy and somehow i feel like i'm starting to slack off which isn't practical considering i have about 10 assignments to complete by the end of this month! Alright guys, i'm off to take a shower before i come back to my lappy, do a little more work then dive into bed! Does anyone else think that Dominios has such awesome lava cakes?
Why do i feel like my blog is such a bore to read.
xx,D

In this circle

A day has gone by and my mind's set back in motion on its recovery readying myself to finish all that comes my way. I've avoided doing reflections lately cause I don't wanna indulge myself in pointless thoughts that'll sink me lower than how i already feel. I'm so lost trying to keep track of how i feel. Over time, i've given up organizing certain things which have eventually made my life easier.

At times i wonder if its me making my life difficult with the choices i've made. Being occupied with assignments is kind of a plus cause it gives me time off worrying and calculating doing equations that i don't even have the answers to. Once in awhile, i pray answers will come in magic boxes like on Barney. Anything you desire, solutions all in a box, within your reach. I hate constantly having to check if i'm out of place or if what i'm doing is right. Tabulating if things are worth my while, if i can see prospective gains out of them. I know what i'm saying is so vague so if you don't comprehend with my what i'm saying, i'm sorry.

I realise that i've learnt to look beyond what i used to. Everything is slowly coming to face and honestly, i love what i'm seeing. Its such an eye opener it feels like i should've given myself the opportunity to see it before. Nevertheless its not too late. I wanna go places, don't you? There's more to life than window shopping.

Anyway, Sean's trip here was fun for me. I finally had time to just laze around! We had so much to eat over the past week i think our stomachs have expanded to a point of no return! Desserts were always in our daily eating regimes. Lava cakes, chocolate pizzas, icey ice, waffles, ice cream, panna cottas, everything sweet! We did a lot of walking in hope of shedding the sugar which i think was pretty successful. Having him sleeping next to me felt good. Kinda missed it. We don't spend a lot of time apart. Its always monthly intervals before we meet again which makes the missing more bearable! To be honest, long distant relationships aren't that bad. They sound bad cause people cry over it but think about being able to brave the distance haha, that should put your fear flame right out. We went for fish and chips while i braved seagulls and had cold rock, combed the flea market and managed to catch a little glimpse of an ongoing street performance. The days flew by so my memory's a little hazy. My favourite part of the days were usually sleep though i didnt get much but it was warming to watch S sound asleep. On the overall, i enjoyed him here but he didn't cause Perth was apparently and truly too boring for him!

Alright enough rambling, pictures!


Pancakes at carillon! That scoop which you may very well think is ice cream, is not haha. Its actually butter!


A book i bought recently. Its hilarious.




































I'm off to finish up on my presentation, hope the pictures were to your liking!

xx,D.

Back to reality

Hey everyone. Sean just left for Singapore!
I was a little upset at first cause it was so good having him here. Anyway its back to the crazy late nights and never ending workload for couple more weeks before the exams come and home sweet home for me!

But first, i am going to enjoy every itty bitty second of my holiday left. Will update again!